I want to share this with my friends

[Lou]

One of the things I truly believe and share with grieving pet owners is that one day in the future you will be able to remember that little one and once again smile or laugh when you think of her.

My Cassie died a few months ago and it has been hell. We loved each other so very much and her absence created a huge gap in our family. I couldn't think of her without crying. I couldn't see another Shi Tzu without being slammed in the heart with grief. It has been miserable.

But, yesterday I was looking out at the back yard watching the dogs explore and remembered how Mama Cassie would wander around checking on each dog in turn every few minutes. Then she would trot over to me as if to tell me all was right. I remembered how much she liked being out in the snow before she got cold and how she would run with her nose to the ground like a little snow plow and how she loved to jump in to snow drifts and dig herself out. (that made me a nervous wreck sometimes).

As I sat there I realized that I, at last, was experiencing those moments of joy again. And those moments she gave me will never go away. I finally understand what people mean when they tell me that she will be with me forever.

I know I will continue to grieve and I will still cry wanting her in my arms again. But thankfully I will also have the joy.

[yorkietalkjilly]

Beautiful story of love, loss and the way forward. That's usually how healing happens as the horror of loss begins to fade into only the best of memories that bring a simple smile.

[normarae63]

Thanks Lou.

[crystalsmom]

I'm so happy to hear that Lou, you are a wonderful and generous person that has given your love to animals that you love and they love you in the same way back.

It took me a long while but I'm able to talk about the silly little things she would do to make me smile.

She will always be with you. (((hug)))

[LanaHamilton]

Beautiful!

[Patti]

Beautifully stated.

[alaskayorkie]

That is a beautiful story and mirrors my beliefs. The memories we build with our pups will never leave us.

I'm so sorry for your loss but thank you for sharing.

[Bellabean]

Beautiful, thank you for sharing.

[yorkiefan_]

That's such a sweet story, Lou; thank you for sharing it with us.

[MauiGirl]

Lou, thank you for sharing that heart warming story. It is very touching to those of us who have had the same experience, as well as to those who are just now experiencing loss of a precious pup.

It is a sweet reminder that through healing comes sweet memories, and nobody can ever take those away.

[yorkiedallas]

The special pups take part of our hearts when they pass. What comforts me is that I provided my Teddy with a wonderful life and a serine death. What goes on is the love and security you gave your beloved pups. I am glad that you are on the path to healing.

[Doodlebug]

That was beautifully written. Thanks for sharing your experience.