For those who have lost babies

[Foster Mom]

Mommy,

I is gettin ta rite ya a letter an I hopes ya gets ta reed it. I is sittin wif my butt on God's toes keepen dem warm fer Him. I tink him likes it cuz when I look up, him is awlways smilin at me. It werent so good when I firstest got here tho. I was jus so sad cuz I misses you. Eben wif awl the ob da nicess stuff and da nicess critters I jus cudn't seem ta get happy. Did ya know dat I can wook down and see you? I can, an I was jus stayin sad when I seed awl ob yer teers. Sumtimes, God eben lets us awl visit our mommies, but you can probly tell dat. Lotsa times I still snuggle up nex to you an can eben heer yer hear beatin. Sumtimes I is eben at yer feet and legs like I usta do but I jus can't help it. Sum habits are hard ta break.

I was sad fer a wile till God picked me up in his arms an telled me sum stuff. Him sayed dat one day we wud be tagether again. Ob course dat made me happybut I jus hadta know when. God sayed dat you was still needed down on earf to hep udder crittersan eben peeple too. It seems dat you are needed there until ya gets here and dat I hasta hep God wif lotsa tings, jus like I usta hep you wif. I ain't gots ta hep wif the washin and puttin away clothes yet but wif so many ob us here, we is takin turns. God's robe keeps getting food stains on da bottom. Fer now, God kinda likes me being close to him, but him says dat I wills awlways be close. One day Mommy, we wills be tagether again buts I gots ta tell ya dats you jus mite hafta be holdin and lubbin on lotsa udder critters an nots jus me. Sum ain'e been so lucky as ta hab a good mommy like I has. I kinda towled dem dat you wud lub awl ob dem too. I hopes ya don mind.

Ummm, God says dat I gots ta go hep him now sos I havta go. We is gonna be makin rainbows fer a little wile. I likes makin rainbows cuz we awl gets extra treats when we splashes the perty colors. When ya look outside after a rain, ya know dat I habs been heppin God.

Mommy, tonite when ya think ob me pwese gib me a smile stead ob a tear and wemember ourses happy times. I is ok buts I needs ta kno dat you is too.

Your Little Angel

[dispatcher]

This is the sweetest thing I have ever read

[BabyGirl Rosie]

How sweet. Nice of you to share!

[KiyoshiJoz]

This made me smile (=
Thank you

[donnie]

that is awesome.....great way to start my day....

[gaijingirl]

This brought tears to my eyes and kinda took my breath away. I loved the part about them splashing the colors to make the rainbow... and getting extra treats for it.

[Foster Mom]

The rainbow part get me as well, ever since this letter I activley look for rainbows after it rains, hoping to see one. Somehow I think it will be comforting....

[111lily222]

I have tears in my eyes and smiling. Thanks for sharing.

[anniernc]

That is just beautiful.

[zowiandnikasmom]

thanks for sharing!

[Donnainohio63]

Sitting here with tears in my eyes thinking of my Sophie Lynn. Beautiful

[harleychick]

That is so precious! I too got all choked up. I'm going to copy and paste this into a word document, cause someday (I hope not for a very, very, loooong time), I will need to re-read it for comfort.
Loved everything you wrote, especially the rainbow part!
THANK YOU!

[saphire]

I have tears too, very sweet!