Dior - Its been Two Months....

[slk77]

Dear Dior,
My love and companion, its been a little bit more than two months since you were torn out of my life. I wasn't ready to say goodbye and I am still not sure if I am now. I miss you everyday and still wake up in hope this was all a nightmare and you would be right next to me again. At times this reality is so hard to swallow but silently I know I have to accept that you are no longer here with me. You were so young at age of 3 years and 4 days... its not fair. You had so much more love to give and so many lessons for me to learn! Mommy miss you more than you can ever know and my image of us will always be the last time we sat by the park bench..... watching the sunset. You were on my lap and I felt so fulfilled and happy. I tried not to think of how you were taken away from me... the last moment of your life was too cruel for me to bear. I watched the very being I love the most.... taken away and I wasn't strong enough to fight off the dog. Dior, I am sorry.... my heart breaks each and every time I think of it. You taught me so much about unconditional love and my only wish is God is giving you the special attention you deserved. I hope you are happy in heaven and you have lots of new friends to keep you company... but Mommy is so lonely without you. Please forget me not..... I will always remeber you... will you remember me?

Love, forever your mama



Dear Mommy,
I miss you so much too! I know its hard to be separated without even a chance to say goodbye but you have to know I love you so! In heaven, all the bad moments are gone and the only memories I have is the good time we shared. How I love to wait for you when you fall behind during our many walks. You may not know it but I often come and visit you from time to time. I watched you cry for me and I long to tell you not to. I am happy where I am and God heard your nightly prayers and He is taking real good care of me. I made many friends as you did in YT... and we talk about the loving mommies on earth with each other all the time. We will see each other one day when you are ready to open your heart again. I want you to heal and be happy again... I long to see your smile just like when you look at me before. The Lord is guiding you through all circumstances and He knows how much pain you go thru when no one sees.....You have to believe and trust in Him for His plan is bigger than ours! Mama... stop blaming yourself.... you done nothing wrong. You wanted to take me out for a long walk to celebrate my birthday and bought me so many special treats.... I know I didn't get a chance to enjoy them but you should know I more than enough treats here in heaven.... so do not worry about me! All I want is for you to be strong and heal fast because in time.... God will send you another little one just like me. Mama, I love you more than you know.... and I look for you everywhere I am. Close your eyes and you will feel my presence.... you are never alone.

[Lexi Rae]

omg!!!!! you just killed me... my heart just dropped.. im so sorry.
god bless you

[chloeTG]

Oh honey...I feel your pain through your words..((hugs)), your baby is safe now and waiting for you in heaven. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Love, Tracy

[AngieGA]

((((slk)))) Many of us here know the heartache you feel. I am struggling right now with Dexter being gone almost 2 years. They have such a huge part of our hearts and will forever !!

Your letter to Dior was so full of love - he was blessed to call you mommy and he knows you love him now and forever.

Your letter to Mommy from Dior was amazing -- I believe that is what Dior, Dexter and all the others at Rainbow Bridge want us to know. I have to believe they know our love for them and always will. Your last line "Close your eyes and you will feel my presence, you are never alone" says it all - it is something that nothing can take away from us, their presence, even if they aren't here, they have our hearts.

God bless you and yours,

[Baby Blessing]

Dear Mommy,
In heaven, all the bad moments are gone and the only memories I have is the good time we shared. You may not know it but I often come and visit you from time to time. I watched you cry for me and I long to tell you not to. I am happy where I am and God heard your nightly prayers and He is taking real good care of me. I made many friends as you did in YT... and we talk about the loving mommies on earth with each other all the time. We will see each other one day again. I want you to heal. The Lord is guiding you through all circumstances and He knows how much pain you go thru when no one sees.....You have to believe and trust in Him for His plan is bigger than ours! Mama... stop blaming yourself.... you done nothing wrong. You wanted to take me out for a long walk to celebrate my birthday and bought me so many special treats.... I know I didn't get a chance to enjoy them but you should know I more than enough treats here in heaven.... so do not worry about me! All I want is for you to be strong and heal fast because in time.... God will send you another little one just like me. Mama, I love you more than you know.... and I look for you everywhere I am. Close your eyes and you will feel my presence.... you are never alone

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Prayers for you to feel God's arms about you and that one day you will be holding another, we know so well what you are going through. I don't think time can ever heal our hearts but God can, we prayed so hard for HIM to lead us to another after we lost our Cassie, so Baby Blessing came to be we both still cry at times missing Cassie however we know they are God's gift to us for the time HE has that to be then we must give them back to HIM.
I shall ask God to lead you to another that will help you get through this difficult time.

Sending a big hug to you from the both of us,
Patti and Jack and girls.

[ryorkies]

Oh my goodness....
I am crying so much that I think I have lost my words. Please forgive me........
I am so sorry and I pray that you will find comfort in your own words, because you sure have comforted many others, including me, by sharing this.
God Bless..........

[jp4m2]

Your post took my breath away......I'm so sorry this terrible thing happened to you and your precious Dior.....I hope you can soon begin to think of Dior's happy times and find comfort in those memories rather than the terrible moments of his passing...... Sad to say I can understand some of the same agonizing grief your feeling. I lost my precious Joey only a month ago.......The crying has eased but the sadness is still there.....Bless you and ((hugs)).....

[barbiesMoMmY]

i am in tears that was so touching. i am so sorry for your loss.. i know your baby is happy in heaven waiting to see you again someday. when i read things like this it makes me hug my baby a little harder at night because life is so unpredictable. my heart goes out to you.

[Grizzley Bear]

My heart goes out to you and I think about you often. Very nice words you wrote.Thank you for sharing them. Dior knows his Mama is the best. I am sending hugs to you.

Mary

[Amazing Yorkies]

OMG! I am so sorry for your loss! Your letters were beautiful! May God Bless you through your sorrow!

[Chloe and Joey]

Those letters really put some tears in my eyes! My Chloe lost all four of her puppies a few weeks ago and, although they were not in my life for a long time, I continue to grieve for them. I am so sorry for your loss. (Hugs).

[Timmy]

OMG...All I can say is that is feel your pain. Its so hard to let go.

[Chloe and Joey]

Thank you.

[yorkieusa]

I'm so sorry.

[karren]

I am very sorry about your lost.......... I can't even continue reading your post....... it's too much for me to bear........ I 've lost my first ever yorkie over a year ago and it's still hurts so much.......... I feel for you......