If anyone cares, I am really tried of life
see with my illness I have no control over my life and it make me
some will understand and some will not, I am what my doc likes to calls house bound that's part of my illness where you can't leave your house but I do take my son to school,IF and that's a big IF I go any where someone has to be with me I don't do malls or wal-mart or any thing big all I do is put gas in my car ever two weeks
But to nite I went to my son's football game and now all I want to do is
there was a fight with a few football players and I talked to one mom of the boy his father is a cop,now my son will not speak to me
He yell at me for saying something to the guys mom now the boy will want to fight my son
and plus that he got hurt again.He is 16 and 6.1 and 248lbs he has hurt me I mean my arms he trys to break them his father took care of it this time. My life is sad I have no friends,all I got is my yorkies and husband and my laptop
just had to let it out. If you want to think less of me for this than do. BUT please don't judge me until you walk a mile in my shoes. I just don't know what to do anymore