[Laurn7f]

I finally scrounged up the courage to post on here again. I just wanted to let everyone know who saw my post before about Keelyn that I am doing okay. I have cried all my tears and can even think about her without shedding one. I didn't think this day would ever come.

As for Mya, my new baby, she is fantastic. As soon as she acknowledged me as "mommy" my heart healed a little bit. As much as I loved Keelyn and miss her like you have no idea, I do love Mya just as much and she has been my therapy.

God I haven't really sat down and thought about the incident in this much detail in days...tears are starting to come again...time to wake Mya up from her nap so she can cuddle me back to contentment.

Thank you everyone for your support through the loss of my first baby. Hopefully I am over the hump and will be able to post on here lots again. After all, it took time realizing the toys and food and bed are now Mya's things and not Keelyn. This forum is similar, she was what sparked my membership, and now it is to help me in raising Mya. Sigh...

Thank you everyone again.

Lauren and Mya